Onicwolf

I am changing account, yes. Again. I will always be your "Pheonicwolf", but I just wanted a short, yet meaningful name to myself. After all, I am King Inkrabbit. ::CLICK:: !Neivra (https://www.deviantart.com/neivra) ::CLICK:: My new account has the same logo as this one. See you all there.

Have you ever felt the feeling when you love someone and hear they don't love you? Well. I have. Many times before, yet every time it feels so bitter and cold. You feel like you want to bang your head against a wall, scratch your skin off and rip your organs out. If you've ever felt this, you understand. Yet during my short live, I've learned to stand on my own and to look forward for tomorrow, even if I have nothing to believe in. Lol. It's just that.. every time I'd want to cry but I just can't. This is one of those rare times I could, but I don't know why. Maybe I just think it's for the weak to cry for such a thing you've already guessed

I had such a fun weekend. At last I was able to smile for real, let all the pressure go and just enjoy the time flowing, floating away like a free bird. For long I've felt so.. locked from the inside. I couldn't have smiled for real, I haven't been able to have really fun, I've almost fallen back to the point where I began to heal myself mentally all by myself. Yet the fight is not over yet, I can't give up and just be there, doing nothing. I have to go onwards, trying to enjoy little things I have now. I've never really had my hopes high in any things anymore. I want to enjoy of what I have now, since my past taught me.. if you wish too muc